First of all, I went back to the doctor today. Everything's fine. I was a little annoyed at the exam, but don't feel like writing about that right now.
Anyway, PMS has reared it's ugly head again, and I'm hating my husband. I mean seriously, seriously doubting why I married him. Maybe I really have made a mistake in marrying him. How do you know when you've made the worst mistake of your life? I mean I hate every fiber of his body right now. Is this just PMS? I've been bitchy and mean to him all day, and he is just bitchy and mean right back. He fixed the shoji that the cat and Sara tore this evening, and told me to move the sofa so he could put the screen back up. I told him he should say please instead of just ordering me around.
Him: "Ii kagen chiho no kotoba ni narete" (Fucking get used to the dialect here already).
Me: "Ii kagen eigo wo oboete!" (Fucking hurry up and learn English already!)
Him: "Sou iu iikata da to zettai oboenai!" (If you put it like that then there's no way I'm going to learn!)
Me: "Ja watashi mo zettai kono inaka no kotoba ni narenai!" (Then I'm not going to get used to the fucking hick language they use around here!"
Him: "Ja, ii yo!" (That's fucking fine with me!)
If you ask me, saying please and thank you, especially when he knows I'm already out for blood, is just simple courtesy, and has nothing to do with local dialects because they do in fact use please and thank you in Nagano too. (asshole!) Plus, he was the one who used the nasty way of speaking with me first, then when I use the exact same words back at him he gets a stick up his ass about it. Why did I marry this man? If I had somewhere, anywhere, I could run away to at this moment I would. I have thought about getting a hotel room numerous times tonight, but I don't want to spend the money (I hate the bastard, but I'm still cheap). I would love to send him back to his parents house, but I would rather not involve them in this.
Fuck! Crap! Shit! Why do I feel like the only one stuck in a shithole marriage with an asshole husband and totally utterly alone in the world? I am hating my life and hating my husband, and the only thing that is keeping me from completely losing it is the fact that Sara is with me and I don't like to cry in front of her.
BLAH!!
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3 comments:
Its like looking into a mirror. Haven't I written this exact post before.
First off you need big hugs. BIG ONES. Men suck, period. And yes PMS does not help. Sometimes it just takes a couple little things to set me off and then I hop on the "what am I doing here in this crap inaka with some japanese guy" yup... you are in good company dear.
Wish I wasn't going home in 2 days or I would gladly welcome you to casa del Sarah. Promise me that we will get together in 2010... sometimes a coffee and a vent can really help.
I wish I knew the magic words that would help at times like these but I find usually after a fight/night of thinking how best to sneak Sakura and myself off to Narita and pull a runner... I feel better in the morning. Like - it wasnt as bad as I thought last night.
Hopefully you will wake up tomorrow feeling a bit more refreshed.
隣の県で共感してるぞ。私がなんかできるなら遠慮なく声をかけてね。
Ahhh that old 'it's my dialect' bullshit. I tell him he sounds more and more like his dad every day and that usually shuts him up. :)
Here's to a quick end to PMS and see you soooooooonnn!!
*hugs* PMS certainly doesn't help anyone, and i think maybe (some) men leech it off of us, so they become just as bitchy as we do! i can't blog about yoshi much, because he reads my blog. :( he doesn't piss me off so much these days, maybe because my hormones are mostly back to normal after all those pregnancies, but from time to time i am more than willing to introduce his head to my (beautiful) cast iron frying pan!!
hang in there, eat lots of chocolate and give him the silent treatment for a bit. if he's being an ass, you don't need to talk to him right now! *more hugs*
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